fuck !! ( shift 12341234 ) !@#$!@#$
the whole damn entry disappeared,
so i shall kip it short for now.
damn.
random entry today.
there's a lack of variety in my life,
everyday seems predictable.

i've heard from someone today.
& i feel happy for him.
yeah, maybe.

i've been brooding over the same problems,
thinking of those moments,
pondering over the same questions.
am i deceiving myself ?

i can't say i love you, & i can't say i don't.

用心多了解我一点.
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anyway, how can i forget my dearest buddy's birthday !
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY JEFFREY !
promise u a treat, i wun forget. ;)

was cam-whoring @ the saloon today.

if only i was that light-hearted, like the way i look in the pics.
but no, my heart is uneased.

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off to shower.

Let's Love.