12 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY YO !


ARE 21st BIRTHDAYS MEANT TO BE MEMORABLE ?


my stomach is on the ground.

sandra claimed this was yummy,
but i think it's normal.
it's oyster sauce tunghoon with kangkong, crabsticks & tau pok.
we were thinking where to head to for supper after work today,
and i was thinking more of the ma-la or tom yam steamboat's side.
however, sandra was rambling on and on about the tunghoon she cooked for ahber this morning.
anyway had to send marissa, anthony, melvin & kenny home,
so we headed to shop & save to get the ingredients.
the drunkards had a helluva time blasting loud music and screaming talking to each other,
i swear i could haf met with an accident.
i ate supper.. .. i sinned.. ..


had pig's kidney vermicelli with melvin on wednesday.
i was too bored at home & no one wanna accompany for dinner !
not even samantha !
i was starving, till i finally laid my hand's on this bowl of heavenly noodles.

p/s: i purposely posted this pic up to make sarah feel jealous.
i called qing when i was about to go home,
to see if he needed me to packet anything for him.
he never fails to be cheeky.
he told me to let him think for awhile and that he'll call me back.
who knows when he called,
he was already at where i was to pick me home.
we picked up alot of titbits at the petrol station.
i really appreciate his effort for picking me up. ;)


i had an argument with qing ytd night after a hard night of drinking.
i hate the effects of alcohol,
and i knew it was unfair to him.
i couldn't suppress the overwhelming feelings i had inside me,
i dislike the fact that i've been ignored,
i detest that he always digresses from the principal line of argument.
i can never have enough place in his affections.
made a scene in his room, and called sarah crying on the phone to pick me up.
sarah's such a dear, she really picked me up like what ? 5am in the morning.

i got this present from john last christmas,
and attached with it was a card which says he feels that i've been shedding too many tears,
and it shouldn't be happening to a "lovely" girl like me.
it says that he won't always be around whenever i'm feeling down,
and so he gave me a teardrop of his ( it's not a bean ;p).
i felt weird to be awake this afternoon,
i felt like crying.
everything seemed so so unfamiliar even though i was in my own house.
i was expecting sms-es from qing & received none.
i became the loser and succumbed to texting him.


i dunno where i'm gonna sleep tonight -
maybe in the room alone ( sandra claims that the room is hers now ),
or maybe on the sofa.
and this lonely night, i reminicse the days when qing stayed over at my house.


p/p/s: 3 DAYS TO QING'S 27th BIRTHDAY YO !

in sarah's gigantic sunglasses, to hide my naked face.


today sarah picked me up from qing's house before we proceeded to fetch sandra from school.
it's like i finally can drive. ;)
headed home to make up for work,
and sarah fetched me to work.
qing fetched me from le bar and we had supper.
i am home now.
ok, good night !
hahahahahahahahahaha.

it's a super slack sunday !
bought dinner up for me & qing,
while i proceeded to watch movies online & he playing the ds lite.
i even thought about dropping the idea of prawning,
but still we went on with it.
i'm home now after 4hours of prawning.
qing has not been good !
he abandoned me with mouse & baba,
while he was nintendo-ing all the way.
and when the battery died,
he even went to his car to charge it.
2times somemore and he had me on that he was going to the loo.
yeah, go toilet my foot !
he didn't even lift his eyes of the ds lite,
when i was struggling to keep the rod.
baby, you change already ! grrr.
just because we are almost 23months old,
you don't needa do this, do that, do this and do that for me anymore.

this baby catfishes are u-g-l-y,
and it's super ugly.
i just realised today, even though i use them most of the times when i prawn,
that they look like lizards.
i hate lizards and i wished they were extinct like dinosaurs.
ok i hate lizards cus im scared of them.
close range encounters with them never fails to send the shivers down my spine.


i focus on lizards whenever i walk near walls and when i'm using public toilets
and i can spot lizards very easily.
i stop in my tracks when i see one,
and see if it's giving way to me - which means it runs and hide in a spot i cannot see it,
or i hafta make a dash across it. lol.
they have sticky pads, which are not put to good use whenever they move about quickly.
they always fall of from the walls instead.


thanks to qing, i almost had a heart attack.
i saw something running up the door when he was walking through the door,
and he was supposed to close the door but he asked me to do it,
cus he was glued to the ds lite.
yeah so i did, and the lizard was behind the door.
i yelled not too loudly and ran towards the room.
i told him to close the door for me, and to close the room windows first.
he keeps laughing at me now, saying that my expression was funny.


what a mean and so fucking not romantic bf i've got. ;)

Random entry on Random things ! ;)


firstly, i feel so relieved that my eyes do not hurt anymore.
few days ago, qing was clearing his email,
and i was reading this email which has really gross pictures.
maybe many of you have read it before. lol.
it's about a guy thinking that dust has went into his eyes,
thus he keeps rubbing it.
however, his eyes reddens over the next few days,
and it became painful.
he consulted a doctor whom suggested that he would hafta go through an operation,
as the doctor suspected a growth or tumor.
it turns out that it was an insect egg that flew into his eye,
and the egg had already hatched.
imagine a worm living in ? behind ? the flesh of your eyes.
and it really wasn't a small worm.
ewwwwwwwwww.
i wonder if these emails can be fabricated so easily, with the help of photoshop.




qing comes home more often in the evening to take a short nap/break,
before heading off for his next appointment,
depending on his different daily schedules.
i like it when he comes home.
mostly, we would watch a movie or two online,
before i get thrown in the shoebox alone,
waiting for him to be back again.
it's nice especially when he buys dinner home.
that's my punggol nasi lemak he got for me.
he keeps complaining im fat & yet he puts so many dishes.
my mummy only puts 3dishes the maximum lor.
i know he's afraid i'll go hungry. ;x





now at le bar, we have uniforms for this week & the next,
to promote the euro cup.
work hours has been cut down by an hour or two everyday,
because le bar is expecting lesser crowd due to the euro cup -
everyone stay home watch soccer.
the t-shirt is very comfortable & what i like about it is we get to wear caps and shorts.
on usual days, caps, t-shirts, shorts and slippers are not allowed to be worn.

guys should seriously try walking in high-heels.
it isn't easy for guys to walk for a few minutes,
den how about us walking around in them for a few hours ?
donovan exchanged footwear with me,
cus i kept complaining that my feet hurt & he couldnt even stand properly.
heh heh.


friday night supper was sinful.

qingdidnt come and pick me up from work,
so i suggested going for soup at the nearby market at qing's house as sarah was driving me home.
all we could find was prawn noodles & settled for it.
hello ! we finished the whole bowl leh !
but come to think of it, it wasn't really a big bowl.
after eating i went home and caught qing watching movie online.

no wonder he dowan fetch me home.
boohoohoo.
so i went over to irritate him,
cus his life wouldn't be fun without me being irritating ! ;)
although i know i piss him off sometimes,
i know he still loves me. heh.


p/s: qing's car plate came out 2nd prize for today's 4d but he didn't buy. humph.
p/p/s: i have lots photos but am lazy to upload & will do so IF i have the time.
p/p/p/s:time for online movie with qing now, at ths unearthly hour - 0451.

i had this for dinner !

japanese maggi noodles.
savoury & filling !
look at the way it's packaged,
very convenient for consumers.
anyway, the packet that sandra bought for ah ber seems appetising too.
i shall try all the different flavours. heh.
cus ahqing say bring me for grocery shopping at meidi-ya tml.


had a horrible argument with ahqing ytd night.
was so angry when i asked him why he was so stress,
and he replied me i got headache.
i hate his attitude. whatever.
anyway, he pacified me and i cooled down.
i was crying hard for an hour plus, cus i was so irritated with qing, myself, everything.
for a moment i wanted to give up on everything,
which i am glad i did not.
for the first time in a 'million' years, he hugged me to sleep. ;)
it's not that im trapped in past relationships,
but qing is a really weird guy,
it's like im always yearning for the sweetness, the hugs & the kisses,
which he will oblige to when instructed.
like when i say kiss me, den he kisses. (=.=)
however im still thinking of staying back at my home, instead of his house.
feels so pointless waking up everyday & cabbing home, den cab to work.
i hafta stop this excessive spending on cabs.



my swollen right feet, i deserved for being caught in a brawl at my workplace.
hurts darn much when i walk with slippers.
sarah or sandra, i forgotten who exclaimed that i look like i just had been raped,
from the way i walked.

i am still considering if i wanna go le bar tonight to get my pay.
feel so lazy & moodless when i think i hafta travel alone by bus den mrt.
i want to & have to cut down on cabs.
gonna do face mask tonight.
the black mask is from shiseido & was meant to be for removing blackheads on the nose.
i tried it on my whole face & guess what ?
it acts like wax. the mask pulls off almost all the facial hair on the face,
leaving it very very smooth.
i told sarah & sandra and they tried it too.
its so funny i read sandra's blog & saw a photo they took with the mask on also.
my sisters are the best, the bond between us is unbeatable and they only like me to go home when they are hungry. ^^v


i wonder why im typing like a 7year old kid today.. .. ..

i realised i always put up photos of me & sarah,
not because she is my favourite sister but because i spend soooooo much time with her.
im using her sony ericsson hp now,
& i still cant figure which mode to use at which times.
darn sony ericsson ain't user friendly,
cus i have to send my photos individually by bluetooth,
or am i that time till i can't find the mark tool.



my favourite masks, good and cheap, arrived in the mail a few days ago.
any recommendations & it shall be the anti-acne, birdnest & peppermint.
when girls do masks, they lie back relax and watch tv or use the computer or whatever,
but today when i did my eyemasks i was sweeping qing's room,
and while i was doing my facial mask,
i had to go hang my clothes. ;(
qing's getting lazy, i wonder what his room will become without me,
although i throw my things around, i will still pack when i cannot stand the mess anymore.


i hope he knows what it feels like without me around,
and learn to appreciate me.
yes i know i've blogged a few days ago that he was giving in alot to me,
but now i feel he's been blowing cold & hot which is agonizing and very very contradicting.
yes i know i said i can take cab home after work myself,
but the other day when i was working i was wondering how come he havent called me,
and when i called him, he was home already.
he should have at least had the courtesy to have informed me.
i wanted to feel angry, i wanted to feel upset but i knew i didn't have to.
why ? because i have already became accustomed to it.
even now when i talk to him,
he doesn't bother to reply,
and i'll have to repeat so many times to him ''why i talk to you you dont wanna talk to me ?''


friends around perceive that we're a very good couple, very sweet.
it's their perception !
i've got to look for a job & then we would have to adjust to it.
it would be a test to our relationship.
if we are meant to be, we will be.



i'm feeling hungry now.
i have a fetish for japanese or korean snacks these days.
baby buys few of them home occasionally but but i still loveeeeeee the one on the left, the purple one.
i swear they are so yummy, maybe to my tastebuds only la,
but samantha likes that too.
i loveeeee going to japanese supermarkets or even petrol stations,
to look at their shelves & shelves of japanese or korean snacks.
their packagings are so pretty and me & my sisters buy judging on the packaging.
its time consuming to look at the english tags of anything or everything,
but it's very fun.
den we'll know oh this is kimchi flavor, oh this is chocolate, blah blah blah.

celebrated my grandmum's birthday at novotel earlier today.
photos are with sandra, so will be back to update.

hello ! haven't been blogging for quite a long time already.
i was so caught up with studying for my exams.
finally 3papers cleared, with 1 more to go this coming thursday.
i planned for a 2weeks break before officially looking for a job.
i hate this part, cus i still don't know what to do with my life,
or rather, what i wanna do in life.

oh, qing bought a ds lite,
and i don't care. it's mine.
the past few days have been staying home till late,
with both of us hogging the psp and ds lite.
if not it will be going out for movie, jb or supper and more suppers.
i feel that he is more accomodating nowadays,
and i'm sooooo happy that he's by my side.
lastly, happy 22months to myself and qing on the 8th !



before i go off, i'm helping sarah to advertise her blog.
xanga.com/callmewhatyoulike

today is payday ! ;)
but i havent got time to go down to collet my cheque.
probably will get the cheque when i go to work on tuesday.



i was writing notes for tuesday's paper when my pen ink started getting fainter and fainter,
and i had to use more strength to write.
so i got frustrated & threw my books aside.
anyway, coincidentally qing went to mustafa that night,
and i asked him to get me a pen and sharp-tip highlighters.
see what he got me ?
i was thinking how the eff am i gonna write with the pen.
i think holding it would be a big problem already.
thank god, he did buy 2 normal sized pens & my sharp tip highlighters.



WTH ? PSP EATS BF !!
how i wish i could swap places.
i be the psp & the psp be me.


p/s: i feel like drinking soup now !
p/p/s: baby promised prawning next sunday !
p/p/p/s: baby's saying oh yeah, smack me hard. smack me, smack me.. .. ..

sorethroat's so contagious !
i've got sorethroat ! it's been 3days.
all because i drank sandra's coke on tuesday although using different straws.



dinner at charcoal with this guy.
i practically had 4plates of food to myself - kimchi, potato, abalone mushrooms & pig's tongue.
too bad no beef !
i can imagine how tasty the beef would be.

im home now. so early. sighs.
i dunno why but i feel weird when i'm home early on fridays & saturdays.
i bet qing actually wanna club with his frens but he doesn't want me tagging along.
why issit he'll be out with his frens, clubbing or whatever only whenever i'm working ?
don't give me the excuse that ur waiting up for me to knock off.
i know how to take a cab home myself.
sometimes i really wish he didn't own a car.
period.

gonna roll around in bed for awhile before heading to the shower.
gonna do my masks & continue studying.
byebyebyebyebye.

p/s: i wanna eat my double choc donuts. i've got 6 !

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