was at work on xmas eve.

a very hectic day.

was happy many friends came down to look for me,

to celebrate this festive season together.
went to east coast to look for qing.
was there for awhile den headed to his house.

MERRY CHRISTMAS BABY,

being together with u is the best xmas pressie i had.

am home from dragonfly.
two words - extremely exhausted.
sandra has her rnb playing on her hp, in the toilet !
bet she's dancing. dammit.
can't wait to shower & getta sleep.

before tht, was over at my uncle's place.

can't believe that in a blink of the eye,

2years just passed jus like that.

remembered the 4 of us were with our same bfs,

over at my uncle's place for 2years straight.

this year, we jus brought ourselves.

even thou samantha is still with the same bf.

my bestie cuzzie, marissa wasn't there.

i kinda miss here presence.

& i know, we hafta adapt to changes.

qing has been cold & hot towards me.
but i guess the problem lies in me. grrr.
kinda disappointed thou, cus he still can't open up to me. ;(
how i wish.. i wish i may.. i wish i might..
get him closer to me.

fuck sandra ! dancing & blow drying her hair.
hahaha. hehehe. teeheehee.
wahaha. hohoho.
k, since she's out from the bath room,
time for me tuh shower.

I WANNA BE A FUKIT!

Let's Love.

it has been raining the whole day
& it's making me feel so restless.

it's good thou,
at least i haf one day which i find myself home after work.
last week, 5 outta 7 days was busy with the girls at dragonfly.
their latest craze.

stayed over at qing's house for a few days.
enjoyed every moment of it.
now that i'm home, i kinda miss him.
i dun like the way we are when we ain't together.

update of pics.








all i want for x'mas is.. .. ..

my two front teeth. haha.

Let's Love.

ugh ! jus as i thot things were getting better for us..
it just hit me hard today - NO.

anyway, upload of ytd's pics.
cus i'm off today, yes ! off again.
sighs, i dun see the money. grrr.


cam-whoring with darling at melody valley II.


& the guys - kelvin, tat tat, ben.


sarah asked me to post this, cus she tinks she looks pretty. like always !


'pretty girls' @ dragonfly, excluding darling.

drink, drink, drink.
dance, dance, dance.
fun, fun, fun !

alright, might be heading down to dragonfly.
for now, my dinner is waiting for me.

Let's Love.

firstly, HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ! i love you.

secondly, besides dinner, everything else went so wrong.

am fuming mad ! grrr.
had an argument with eugene at work today.
fuck him ! cus of him, my mood was swinging like nobody's business.
was shouting & cursing everyone who talked to me.
ya, my bad.

fell out wif andrew too -
the guy who bought me 20 harshbrowns. -
baobei you see this ? haha.

ya, my bad.
ugh, for this, i shall leave it as it is.

ben & group were negotiating for me.

some faces were so black.

ya, my bad.

me.. me & me..

i think i've got some serious problems.

i wanna vent out my frustrations,
on something, somewhere, someone ! !

i've got something to vent on,

somewhere to vent out,

no one to turn to.

Let's Love.

it's so complicating. i'm so confused.

i dun wanna say, oh baby i give up dis heart of mine.

maybe i haven't realised, maybe time will prove everything.

ok ! put this aside.

any kind souls willing to make me happy ?

i'm gonna make a wishlist for christmas.

maybe, maybe not. my lazy bones are acting up,

and this damn laptop is infected with a virus.

(6it actualoloy types lo6i[ke th6is. )

poor me hafta delete every extra letter tht pops up.

jeffrey came down to my pub today.

it's been ages since i last saw him & it was heartening to know -

he remembers i still exist. ;)

surprisingly, i din drink much today.

especially, when i've intended to catch a movie wif darling & andrew.

but.. .. ..

guess where we ended up at ? - st james power station & to mos.

two words now - dead beat !

hafta bring my mum for dinner later.

will be celebrating her birthday which falls on the 10th.

& the good news is, 4 daughters will be present. yay ?!

anyway,

to the bed i go. nite world.

Let's Love.

i think my eyes look so puffy from all that . . .

我是爱哭鬼, 我要哭掉对你的思念.
看着镜子里面没志气的脸,然后越哭越后悔.
我是爱哭鬼, 我要哭掉对你的依恋.
我也知道自己这样子不对, 却还越哭越认真的 - 为谁.

哭只会让视线变得模糊.. 视线模糊, 记忆却会更, 清楚.
(:'_':)

say gd bye to the good old times.

before gg out.


my 2 precious from him ; on msn which is very seldom.

snapshots by me & his trademark - stickin out of tongue.


@his house on his comfy bed.


he to work & i home.

random pics.

Let's Love.