i'm mask-ing now. ;)

okie, so in the morning qing went over to choa chu kang to pick his mum and some relatives up,
den drove them to bright hill road, so that they could pray for their relatives.
it's qing ming jie (i dunno what it's called in english),
thus the place was soooooo packed.
when i walk around, i'll have to look at the hands of the people near me,
in case they're holding joss sticks and i get burned. haha.
i was amazed at the number of urns that are kept there.
i was curious and kept looking at the photos, the words and dates written on them,
qing said i should pray to them first if not it'll be like i'm staring at them.
he still asked how i would like it if someone were to stare at me for so long.
haha, i just found them to be really interesting.
we left the place at around 730am and headed for prata at thomson.
actually, it's nice being around his relatives because they always joke around.
poor qing had to do a trip back to choa chu kang to drop his mum and relatives off,
and drive back all the way back home.
he was almost falling asleep while driving,
while i was drifting in and out of sleep,
not the kind whereby i feel tired but can't sleep,
but because i was worried that qing may fall asleep.


sometimes i really wonder where do we go after we depart from this world,
and i feel very sad for my beloved fren, kway chap aka ben.
he is known to us - me, sandra and sarah as our boyfriend,
and he always stands up for us and the friends around him.
he is like the leader of the group.
i cannot stop thinking that he has liver cancer.
i don't think it's nice to elaborate on the details here,
thus i hope he'll have the will to fight for his life.
LOVE LOVE !



i miss my fringe and my hair extensions.

i got qing to help me remove my extensions yesterday,

and he was such a dear to agree to do it cus we were actually watching dvd -

"lars and the real girl".

joked with qing that he is somehow similar to lars,

cus lars had a girlfriend which is a doll and he talks to it,

while qing uses the monkey stuff toys to talk to me. ;)

i've been feeling rather moody recently,

and i keep snapping at qing and he has been giving in alot.

sometimes i love him so much, and sometimes i dislike him just as much.

he isn't that kinda lovey dovey person,

and he is getting so attached to everything - such as his car, his friends, his laptop, his psp but not me !

i've learned that everytime i feel angry or hurt,

all i need to do is to close my eyes and shut out the pain.

p/s : it's been a century since me and qing last took a photo together. le sighhhhhhhhh.

Let's Love.

i'm trying real hard not to fall asleep, cus qing has to be at his mum's place at 530am,
and i wanna accompany him so tht he would not bored on his way there.
he might even fall asleep when driving. lol.


having sisters are the best thing that could ever happen,
i think i don't even need frens because we can talk about anything under the sun.
although irritating most of the time, there'll still lovable.
we do the craziest things together,
like chopping of our fringes. i don't have photos of sandra though. ;)



we 4 squeeze in front of the damn laptop to take ugly photos.
look at our heinous (how to spell ? anyways, i guess you know what i'm driving at.) faces.

that's me, followed by. . .

sandra, then. . .

sarah and lastly,

samantha.

Let's Love.

Let's Love.

i forgot to take my happy pills today,
am feeling so moody, or izzit cus i'm sleepy ?

am too lazy to upload photos !
i want to upload my posts,
but i dunno where to start with. ;(
the new school term is here,
thus life has been monotonous - yet again.

i need a breather.
have been hanging around with qing and his friends,
the same few familiar faces.

and i really have nothing to say.

Let's Love.

was in JB with dearest and his friends last night,

but sadly i didn't get to eat my butter sotongs !

just the thot of it makes me drool.

i haven't been blogging due to exams.

2 more papers this coming tuesday and friday,

and i'll be done for the module.

2days ago, i felt my hands shivering while holding on to the steering wheel,

and my left leg trembling while stepping on the clutch.

i can't believe i've gotten my class3 license already.

i've been dragging it for a unbelievable 2 and a half years.

and now, qing keeps asking me to drive.

but i still feel scared driving a manual car, especially his !

i can't stand the nagging i'll receive if i do.

anyway, i'll be back for more updates the week after next.

with photos which were taken at cherry,

on marissa's and anthony's "last" day in singapore.

my cousin may be irritaing but she's nice most of the time.

i hope she'll get along fine with anthony back in australia.

and anthony, send me an email with ur aussie address.

i'll mail you the toe socks.

Let's Love.