i have been wanting to blog for days,
but i have loads up my hands - the assignments due soon, driving lessons, and work.
morever, qing has been using the computer,
on suzuki websites a few hours a day without even letting me touch it.
i have a very tight schedule this week.
i hate, but it happens !

i'll look like this, with sleepy face and messy hair.
i still can't get used to the sun.
i dislike it so much especially on days i take bus to school by myself.

this is what me and sarah munch on in class to keep us awake.
my packed garlic toast. dddeliciouss !


work is becoming very tedious for me.
i prefer the usual, that is if when i'm not working,
i stay home and revise my subjects.
the lecturer praised me & sarah in class for submitting an assignment last week.
our classmates said we very 'ahlian, act guai' only,
but that isn't the case.
only me and sarah knows whats going on behind the scenes.
ok lah, sarah did most of the assignment. haha !

one of the reasons why work is enjoyable -
the companion of irritator yi cai. ;x



pardon my fat face, its the only angle i can take with my babies.
i only spend saturdays and sundays with qing and my babies.
the past 12345678910weeks, was prawning and more prawning.
i'm missing mahjong terribly.
anyway qingbaby, no matter you bring me go where i also will go.
even if it means waiting hours with u in a car workshop,
i won't complain. LOL.

lasttttttttly, love love love you.
yucks, sounds so mushy.

i'll whisper the words discreetly next time.


before i head to bed ( qing's already snoring beside me thats y i could blog ! ),
i wanna help vincent's father (mr lim )advertise his car.

yeah. this is the car i'm most familiar with.

anyone wanna take private driving lessons,

please contact 9******5.

goodnight.

Let's Love.

Let's Love.

I REALISED. . .

from day to day,

i've either been feeling euphoric because something marvellous has happened,

or depressed because something unexpected has just ruined everything.
time is leaping ever since school officially started.
everyday's the same old routine.
i find it such a hassle taking a bus to and fro,
the long and jerky journey -
that's what i hate most about going to school.
in less then a month's time, 4 assignments will be dued,
and examinations in march including TP !


i've been incessantly reading books in the past 1week.
i'm done with Paulo Coelho's "the alchemist",
and "eleven minutes",
and i'm 3/4 done with Marian Keyes's "anybody out there ?"
i read for the sake of reading,
and not because i'm interested in reading.
i read to pass time,
but i think i'm spending all my time on reading !
(hah ! i don't know what i'm saying.)
okay, i have no class tml and the day after,
therfore i'm gonna dedicate my time to my assignments and driving lessons.


Qing has been nice/great recently.

having brunch over at my place on sundays,

fetching me after work, if i had work that day,

or picking me up at hougang back to his home.

he even picked me up from school earlier today.

a simple gesture i really appreciate because it makes me happy. ;)

or blame him for my possible unhappiness.
the only moments he irritated me was probably because
of the hard week at work and he was getting cranky.
i swear, i felt like strangling him.

i like the way we are now,
cocooned in our own little world.
somehow or rather,
i miss those times when the world had tilted off its axis,
when we argued inappropriately and nearly could see the vibes zigzagging in the air.

after quarrelling, we know we still need one another and patch things up.

and that feeling is very warming to the heart, comforting.

hmmmm, i smile as i think back,
thats what memories are for ------ keeps.
i love you baby.

i happened to browse through my photobucket,

here are some peektures just for laughs,

because i decided pictures spice up an entry. ;)

2004's photos with an ugly piercing and no eyebrows.

these were 2006's photos.

me me me with disgusting eyeliner. lol.

my beloved cousin marissa.

me and sarah. and guess who ? samantha !

darlingggggggggggggggggg. hahaha, i cannot help but lol.

bibibibibibibibibibibibibibibibibibi & sandra.

then the days our world revolved around alcohol and drugs !

we looked awful.

thts darling,

and sandra below.

lastly, my precious bobo,

which hasn't been around me for a long long long time.

i need to tell myself something.

i've grown up ! ;)

Let's Love.

i can't believe i'm still awake at this hour,

when class starts at 9am later.

well, anyway i love sundays.

because it's get together time for me and qing.

prawning at bishan till 3am,

and qing helped me remove my hair extensions.

i feel weird looking at the girl in the mirror,

although the girl in the mirror is me. ;p

say byebye to long hair. ;(

i feel guilty for missing today's family gathering at marissa's house.

i wanted to go, but i had my reasons not going.

i feel that we cousins are drifting further from each other.

i guess that it's part of growing up,

when each of us are so occupied doing our own things,

be it work, school or simply spending time with our boyfriends.

nevertheless, there's this still this irreplaceble bond there.

i love my family ! everyone of them.

Let's Love.

i cannot imagine myself queue-ing up at punggol nasi lemak for almost an hour.

my mum and uncles were painting the house,

thus we(me&qing) decided to be nice and take home dinner for them.

prawning at bishan ytd night till 3am.

came home and watched alvin and the chipmunks on dvd.

yay ! bishan my new-found ground for prawning.

the enviornments' very relaxing,

can order food and drinks.

most importantly, the toilet is just a few steps away.

i woke up in a daze,

and reluctantly dragged myself to the shower.

my eyes were practically closing when i was putting make up.

me and sarah always fails our mission - to take a bus to school.

we ended up in a cab today because it was raining.

was a fortunate event,

because both of us actually forgot that class starts at 1pm today.

school was torturous.

and imagine, i just came home from work.

it's gonna be another tiring day tml.

i can picture myself dragging my feet,

and with either foot inching forward,

the maximum distance moved is 3cm. boohoohoo.

i will end abruptly here,

cus nothing else is on my mind except for - SLEEP !

Let's Love.