♥♥ That's When I Love You ;;

•Tuesday, January 30, 2007•5:51 AM Y

fitted together, like two halves of a heart.

to work, este and home.

was late to meet ziyuan at my new workplace.

supposed to meet at 7, but i reached there at 9.

started work at 11 today.

i did'nt wanna wake up today,

cus i did'nt wanna face the reality - all by myself.

it's cruel.

was trying to occupy my time with the customers while i was working,

but my mind always drifts.

i broke down when i heard someone talking bout. . .

am having a splitting headache now.

guess was because i havent eaten the whole day,

but still, i drank.

i dunno wads with this infleunce with alcohol.

quite a nasty experience for me.

guess i hafta ask myself,

" what the fuck i'm doing with my life, yet again. "

so many things i wanna do but yet no time,

i don't even noe what i spend my time on.

i'm hurting and hoping and praying that you'll always be around.

i thought about calling you,

but i decided not to,

when i thought about what you always do to me,

& the way you would react if i did.

heading to bed.

Let's Love.