♥♥ That's When I Love You ;;

•Monday, January 29, 2007•3:05 AM Y

fitted together, like two halves of a heart.

why can't i just tumble straight to the bottom all in one go,

get over and done with it.

i understand the wisdom of pulling a plaster off with a single,

flamboyant, eye-watering rip. . .
but when it comes to the matters of the heart,

i remove things from me with painful slowness.

i need to be thumped on the head.

battered into the ground,

before i can finally believe or accept the truth & the reality,

of what's just left my life.

giving up on things/people doesn't come easily to me.

& letting go was never one of my strong points.

over the past 40minutes i've regained some of my sanity.

& i realised i can't do this forever.

so i've chosen to let go.

so tired of trying to keep the faith.

its so sad i just HAD TO cry.

i hate what female hormones do to me.

majority of guys dont have this emo-hormone.

why do we girls have to have it?

sometimes these hormones cause undesirable effects such as heavy hearts.

i mean it, it actually feels physically heavy. sigh.

i think i'm crazy.

so everyone should leave me alone.

u wouldnt want to mix around with a nut who has no real life,

and only talks to her blog.

who gives a shit anyway ?

Let's Love.