♥♥ That's When I Love You ;;

•Monday, January 15, 2007•6:26 AM Y

fitted together, like two halves of a heart.

i was behaving like a grub today,

lazing around the house.

i woke up, ate mummy's home cooked lunch

& went back to sleep.. ..

till i received a call, asking for my help,

to go down to work today as they were short of waitresses.

true enough, i was the only one working today.

didn't wanna stay at home having nothing to do,

cus it's really suffocating having thots of him.

am dead beat now.

dragonfly after work with aik & co, andrew & the girls.

sucked big time.

i figured. no one to turn to,

so i shall tok to my pathetic blog.

something hit me hard just now.

sometimes you just have to accept the facts

& look at it in perspective, from my point of view of course.

in reality - you&i will never be.

typical males. grrr. i ain't ready for another relationship yet.

you guessed it ?

we just tried to drag it on and on.

you've got me, den u lose me.

you forget all the things that are important to me,

so we go in circles.

ok, i've had it. i dun wan this to be a neverending game.

which breakup is ever easy ?

i'll be lying if i said,

"no, it doesn't hurt," or

"no, i din cry my eyeballs out."

argh, it's really frustrating thinking back though.

i'm a fool. period.

gonna hide under my blankets & hate the world.

nighty-night.

Let's Love.