♥♥ That's When I Love You ;;

•Friday, March 02, 2007•3:17 AM Y

fitted together, like two halves of a heart.

i'm intoxicated with alcohol.

today - did'nt treat me okay.

if u get what i mean. darn.

just ytd i was announcing to the whole wide world,

" 8 more days - 7th month with qing.

if we are able to celebrate our birthdays together,

which both falls in july,

one more month to a year. "

i was expecting more to come.

and it just took one day to tear us apart.

nothing much for me to elaborate.

nothing more for me to say.

well, nothing lasts forever.

at 12am, i was already very exhausted.

exhausted of holding my tears back while i was working.

i did.

i feel tired but i can't sleep.

sometimes, i want it all.

a scintillating social life - i'm not there yet.

fantastic academic results - i know i can't get it.

rewarding & stable relationship - i thot i had but no !

and maybe, just maybe, sheet-grabbingly great sex - ok i'm just kidding.
i think i think too much.

i feel so awful.

i wanna lie in bed curled up like a prawn,

& cry myself to sleep.

Let's Love.