qing was helping me d/l new fonts for his photoshop cs,
cus i was nagging that his fonts are boring. ;p


anyway, a quick review for..
hmm, maybe the past 2days ?
was over at cck (qing's mummy's house) on tuesday,
after work. stayed over.
left the house in the evening and went for dinner with baba&mouse.
you see, he was so mean.
we ordered quite alot of food,
and poor me was forced to finish everything -
if i wanted to go prawning.
but i didn't finish the food.
baby drove home and when we were downstairs,
he passed me the keys and said byebye.
so i went back to his house fuming mad,
and i broke down.
of cus, he was joking.
but i dislike it so much, whenever he gangs up with his frens to bully me.
just because i'm shy and i keep quiet doesn't mean i can take it.
it was a small joke, but i dunno why -
maybe, just maybe,
because of the way he treated me in the past,
i get so emotional easily,
even when he just raises his voice at me.
this isn't like me in the past.
i feel that he's so ignorant towards my feelings.
only comforting me whenever i cry.
it was so heartwarming when he hugged me ytd.
i dun wanna buy that.
i wanna be like this.

because baby, i wanna be the reason for your smiles.


i helped qing pack his room today.
i was doing 20% of the cleaning and he was doing 80% of it.
it was so tiring, and i can imagine how my poor mummy,
manages to do all the household chores alone.
i need to put in some effort to help her out next time. ;)
had macdonald's for dinner before gg to work.
i'm glad i abstained from alcohol today.
the thing that cheered me up today was baby,
when he opened the door from me.
he goes, 'faster, faster !' and passes me the keys.
then he ran back into the room,
and was sitting in front of the computer watching his movie like a little kid.
i like this kind off together-ness.
it makes me feel so comfortable. ;)


i bought this pjs from bangkok.
qing choosed it. ;)



p/s : i have started blogging bout my bangkok trip since the 15th,
but am lazy to finish it up.
someone please knock me hard.. .. ..
because i think i shouldn't be that lazy !

Let's Love.