♥♥ That's When I Love You ;;

•Thursday, August 16, 2007•9:55 AM Y

fitted together, like two halves of a heart.

dear diary,

picture me pulling my hair and screaming,

i'm going crazy.

i've got no one to turn to this early morning.

perhaps, at whatever time of the day,

i can't turn to anyone.

no one even cares anyway.

there's so many things bottled up inside me,
which some cannot be described in words.

i feel so wasted in life.

so miserable, i break down.

i just wanna love and be loved.

whatever i do, i know its never good enough for you.

you're always putting me down. . .

sometimes i wished we have never met.

but we haved. haaaa, that's fate.

sometimes, i wish i could just turn my head and walk away.

but i know i can't do it.

are you the one for me ?

or am i the one for you ?

this is so puzzling... or rather mysterious ?

even till the end,

i want you to know that i cherish you.

i'll be there for you during the good and bad times.

i'll truly listen when u have something to say.

i know you're not perfect, but i'll treat you as though you are.

iloveyou.

this path seems rocky now.

i don't know what to do.

i feel the world rejecting me. . .

someone please teach me how to ignite the passion.

p/s : kway chap boyfriend, happy birthday !

Let's Love.