•Thursday, August 16, 2007•4:35 PM Y
fitted together, like two halves of a heart.
i regained my sanity.
i've got four eyelids !i look like an ugly toad.my skin is in bad condition.
2, 3 years down the road,
i will look all haggard.
my lungs are black and my liver will fail me soon. . .
if my lifestyle continues to be like this.
i don't like it too, but i face my problems myself.
no one understands.
ok. . .
i hafta smoke lesser.
i hafta drink lesser.
hopefully after i quit from this job,
i won't touch alcohol anymore unless its once in a while,
or there is an occasion to call for drinking.
i want to get back to my studies soon,
and get a morning job with a stable income.
yes i will,
after i clear off my backside of credit card debts.
i only live life once, and i'm gonna make the best out of it.
i decided, i may not be carefree,
but i want to be happy everyday.