i've got work tonight with sarah.
in the meantime, i hope she calls me soon,
so that she can accompany me to collect my shoes,
which i've sent to the cobbler many many many weeks ago.

i wanted to upload pictures,

but photobucket is down.

was with qing the past two days he was off.
sunday went to play mahjong as usual,
and ytd we watched a movie - 881.
3/5 popcorns.
i have been getting the same attitude from him the past 3days ?
w-h-y ?
when he gives in,
i act tough.
and when i give in,
he acts tough.
i really dunno what to do now,
will time apart do us any better ?
i've been pondering on whether to go home anot,
but it irks me when i think i've got no place to sleep at home.

read back on the previous posts,

when we were together since day one till now.

(anyway, this whole blog is supposed to be dedicated to him.)

i haven't received hugs from him,

we haven't had pillow talks.

i sometimes wonder what he is thinking.
i feel the emptiness inside, my heart aches.

this is not a game, neither izzit an ego trip to take.
maybe i love him more den he loves me.
maybe...
whatever, it's tough being me.

Let's Love.