•Thursday, September 06, 2007•4:52 PM Y
fitted together, like two halves of a heart.
i realised in the previous post,
i used a sentence, "i feel so fat now."
on tuesday, i went to the library with sarah to borrow books for self-improvement.
i happened to chance on a book which says that fat is not an emotion.
fat has become a catchall phrase we assign to the emotions we are at a loss to describe.
fat, in general sense,
means uneasiness and dissatisfaction in our lives -
because we are not fulfilled in our jobs, relationships,
friendships or self-esteem thus we focus on the external.
i find this so true because,
it seems that the external is more within our realm of control and infleunce.
no wonder i feel so fat everytime i look into the mirror.
anyway, qing came down to my workplace that night.
he bought me donuts which i gave sarah some to take home,
and he waited for me to knock off.

yesterday i was off.
so it was ironing and washing of clothes.
went to meet qing, baba and mouse over at taka.
watched the lion dance competition for awhile,
den headed for teppanyaki at wisma.
i love the garlic mushroom set !
was home early, so watched contract lover on dvd with qing.
i love days like these -
time to relax.
anyway sarah&sandra had their advance theory today.
both of them passed.
mine's on the following monday.
i hope i can pass too.