my home cooked lunch,

packed by mummy and brought by sarah to my workplace on saturday.

my mummy's so cute.

if only qing would have dinner over at my place one day.

i'm off today, so is qing.
i really wished we could spend some time together,
and i guessed the dinner we had at home is enough.
he's out with his colleagues,
and i'm all alone facing the laptop.
i can't find other meaningful things to do,
besides lazing around in the room.

qing allowed me to join him,

but he has already forgotten my existence,

admist the fun he's having now.
tried reading my storybook,
but i can't concentrate.
tried watching online movies,
but i don't know how to navigate the websites.
time is never enough when we're together.

this is what i mean,
psp eats boyfriend !


occasionally, i feel that i need a straight heart-to-heart talk with him.
about the things he does and the things i do,
or even anything under the sun.

i don't want what others always envied,

to vanish into nothing,

leaving only trails of memories.
i need to stay focused,
because thats a strong way to live.
i miss qing already, damn this heart of mine.

Let's Love.