i was crying my eyeballs out last night,
not because of the high and emotional effects i always get,
due to consuming alcohol.
i was already fuming mad when qing told me he was going out with his colleagues.
i'm not gonna mention anything here.


once in a very blue moon,
qing came home straight after work today,
am i'm glad about it.

but he hit his psp straight and fell asleep soon after.
was already planning to meet marissa,
together with sandra, ber, samantha, melvin & jo-lynne.
thus i proceeded with my plan.
my pleadings with qing to accompany me was a waste.
i shuld have known it earlier,
i always get rejected which makes me kinda annoyed.
he doesn't like getting close with the people i love.
such as my mum and even my cousins.
boo.
it was quite a homely gathering at upper changi's coffeeshop,
serving vermicelli. i hearts it.
havent got to eat it for quite sometime,
and damn it was so yummy i finished to whole bowl.

it's pigs kidney vermicelli. nice !


after filling our tummies we headed to studio 8teen,
to join sarah.
she couldn't join us because she's working.
didn't feel like drinking because its my off day.
so we had baileys.
it's so much better den martell, chivas and even beer.
smelling them every other day makes me feel sick.

we talked amongst ourselves, played games, sang songs, smoked together.
and as soon as we fiished the bottle,
we left for home.
because someone was missing,
or rather i was missing someone - qing !
i kinda envy sandra and ahber. boo.


ok, peektures !
i only have a few.
the rest are in marissa's digital cam.
she didn't bring the cable over to s'pore,
so i'll update the rest when she's back in aussie and sends them over to me.

samanth and jo-lynne in ahber's car.


myself with jo-lynne and melvin.
we were all wearing t-shirt and shorts,
because all of us thought it was gonna be a long night an upper changi.


me, sarah and marissa.
the first thing she commented today was,
'essie, your head looks like a lantern.'
after which she said looks like a coconut.
and when we took photos she said i look like carrot.
i seriously don't like my hair.
even qing calls me chao ahlian.

last of all, my precious.


mummy loves you. kisskiss. ;)

haa, samantha asked me not to post her pic up.

but she looks so cute with her pig nose,

i can't resist not posting it up.

i hear thunder now.

i'm starting to feel afraid.

Let's Love.