♥♥ That's When I Love You ;;

•Sunday, October 07, 2007•4:36 AM Y

fitted together, like two halves of a heart.

things arent going on smoothly for me.
my heart was in a total wreck yesterday night.
i was thinking of alot of things like...
why qing doesnt wanna get involved with my family.
why qing replies sms-es to other girls when he seldom replies me while he's at work.
why qing uses another hp to send text messages.
why qing always doesnt have much to say.
why qing can never give my heart enough.
~~why do we have communication between a soft toy.~~
why why and why.
thats why i love him anyway, endlessly.
when nothing he does could change my mind.

i wanted to shave my eyebrows,
but all i got was this cut which couldn't stop bleeding.
it hurts so much.

today, sarah and sandra had their birthday celebration at studio 8teen.
samantha was drunk and i was mad.
cannot hold her liquor den don't drink at all.
it's not like nobody cares for her.
was waiting for kway chap bf to come so that sarah&sandra could cut the cake.
i help the cake to the table with the birthday song already playing,
19 candles nicely lit.
amidst the birthday song, the cake fell.
this are the remains.

i'm not gonna mention how it fell,
but i was utterly disappointed with myself.
i shouldnt let this kinda things happen,
on what was supposed to be a happy occasion.
i cried.
because i wasted my mum's effort to place an order for the cake,
the waste of hundred dollars.
and samantha's effort for carrying the cake all the way to my workplace.
no one wanted to eat it.
look at how cute my mummy is.
i realised how important my family is to me.
i love my mummy so much so much.

Let's Love.