I REALISED. . .

from day to day,

i've either been feeling euphoric because something marvellous has happened,

or depressed because something unexpected has just ruined everything.
time is leaping ever since school officially started.
everyday's the same old routine.
i find it such a hassle taking a bus to and fro,
the long and jerky journey -
that's what i hate most about going to school.
in less then a month's time, 4 assignments will be dued,
and examinations in march including TP !


i've been incessantly reading books in the past 1week.
i'm done with Paulo Coelho's "the alchemist",
and "eleven minutes",
and i'm 3/4 done with Marian Keyes's "anybody out there ?"
i read for the sake of reading,
and not because i'm interested in reading.
i read to pass time,
but i think i'm spending all my time on reading !
(hah ! i don't know what i'm saying.)
okay, i have no class tml and the day after,
therfore i'm gonna dedicate my time to my assignments and driving lessons.


Qing has been nice/great recently.

having brunch over at my place on sundays,

fetching me after work, if i had work that day,

or picking me up at hougang back to his home.

he even picked me up from school earlier today.

a simple gesture i really appreciate because it makes me happy. ;)

or blame him for my possible unhappiness.
the only moments he irritated me was probably because
of the hard week at work and he was getting cranky.
i swear, i felt like strangling him.

i like the way we are now,
cocooned in our own little world.
somehow or rather,
i miss those times when the world had tilted off its axis,
when we argued inappropriately and nearly could see the vibes zigzagging in the air.

after quarrelling, we know we still need one another and patch things up.

and that feeling is very warming to the heart, comforting.

hmmmm, i smile as i think back,
thats what memories are for ------ keeps.
i love you baby.

i happened to browse through my photobucket,

here are some peektures just for laughs,

because i decided pictures spice up an entry. ;)

2004's photos with an ugly piercing and no eyebrows.

these were 2006's photos.

me me me with disgusting eyeliner. lol.

my beloved cousin marissa.

me and sarah. and guess who ? samantha !

darlingggggggggggggggggg. hahaha, i cannot help but lol.

bibibibibibibibibibibibibibibibibibi & sandra.

then the days our world revolved around alcohol and drugs !

we looked awful.

thts darling,

and sandra below.

lastly, my precious bobo,

which hasn't been around me for a long long long time.

i need to tell myself something.

i've grown up ! ;)

Let's Love.