i'm mask-ing now. ;)

okie, so in the morning qing went over to choa chu kang to pick his mum and some relatives up,
den drove them to bright hill road, so that they could pray for their relatives.
it's qing ming jie (i dunno what it's called in english),
thus the place was soooooo packed.
when i walk around, i'll have to look at the hands of the people near me,
in case they're holding joss sticks and i get burned. haha.
i was amazed at the number of urns that are kept there.
i was curious and kept looking at the photos, the words and dates written on them,
qing said i should pray to them first if not it'll be like i'm staring at them.
he still asked how i would like it if someone were to stare at me for so long.
haha, i just found them to be really interesting.
we left the place at around 730am and headed for prata at thomson.
actually, it's nice being around his relatives because they always joke around.
poor qing had to do a trip back to choa chu kang to drop his mum and relatives off,
and drive back all the way back home.
he was almost falling asleep while driving,
while i was drifting in and out of sleep,
not the kind whereby i feel tired but can't sleep,
but because i was worried that qing may fall asleep.


sometimes i really wonder where do we go after we depart from this world,
and i feel very sad for my beloved fren, kway chap aka ben.
he is known to us - me, sandra and sarah as our boyfriend,
and he always stands up for us and the friends around him.
he is like the leader of the group.
i cannot stop thinking that he has liver cancer.
i don't think it's nice to elaborate on the details here,
thus i hope he'll have the will to fight for his life.
LOVE LOVE !



i miss my fringe and my hair extensions.

i got qing to help me remove my extensions yesterday,

and he was such a dear to agree to do it cus we were actually watching dvd -

"lars and the real girl".

joked with qing that he is somehow similar to lars,

cus lars had a girlfriend which is a doll and he talks to it,

while qing uses the monkey stuff toys to talk to me. ;)

i've been feeling rather moody recently,

and i keep snapping at qing and he has been giving in alot.

sometimes i love him so much, and sometimes i dislike him just as much.

he isn't that kinda lovey dovey person,

and he is getting so attached to everything - such as his car, his friends, his laptop, his psp but not me !

i've learned that everytime i feel angry or hurt,

all i need to do is to close my eyes and shut out the pain.

p/s : it's been a century since me and qing last took a photo together. le sighhhhhhhhh.

Let's Love.