♥♥ That's When I Love You ;;

•Friday, June 27, 2008•6:45 AM Y

fitted together, like two halves of a heart.

12 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY YO !

ARE 21st BIRTHDAYS MEANT TO BE MEMORABLE ?

my stomach is on the ground.

sandra claimed this was yummy,
but i think it's normal.
it's oyster sauce tunghoon with kangkong, crabsticks & tau pok.
we were thinking where to head to for supper after work today,
and i was thinking more of the ma-la or tom yam steamboat's side.
however, sandra was rambling on and on about the tunghoon she cooked for ahber this morning.
anyway had to send marissa, anthony, melvin & kenny home,
so we headed to shop & save to get the ingredients.
the drunkards had a helluva time blasting loud music and ~~screaming~~ talking to each other,
i swear i could haf met with an accident.
i ate supper.. .. i sinned.. ..

had pig's kidney vermicelli with melvin on wednesday.
i was too bored at home & no one wanna accompany for dinner !
not even samantha !
i was starving, till i finally laid my hand's on this bowl of heavenly noodles.

p/s: i purposely posted this pic up to make sarah feel jealous.
i called qing when i was about to go home,
to see if he needed me to packet anything for him.
he never fails to be cheeky.
he told me to let him think for awhile and that he'll call me back.
who knows when he called,
he was already at where i was to pick me home.
we picked up alot of titbits at the petrol station.
i really appreciate his effort for picking me up. ;)

i had an argument with qing ytd night after a hard night of drinking.
i hate the effects of alcohol,
and i knew it was unfair to him.
i couldn't suppress the overwhelming feelings i had inside me,
i dislike the fact that i've been ignored,
i detest that he always digresses from the principal line of argument.
i can never have enough place in his affections.
made a scene in his room, and called sarah crying on the phone to pick me up.
sarah's such a dear, she really picked me up like what ? 5am in the morning.

i got this present from john last christmas,
and attached with it was a card which says he feels that i've been shedding too many tears,
and it shouldn't be happening to a "lovely" girl like me.
it says that he won't always be around whenever i'm feeling down,
and so he gave me a teardrop of his ( it's not a bean ;p).
i felt weird to be awake this afternoon,
i felt like crying.
everything seemed so so unfamiliar even though i was in my own house.
i was expecting sms-es from qing & received none.
i became the loser and succumbed to texting him.

i dunno where i'm gonna sleep tonight -
maybe in the room alone ( sandra claims that the room is hers now ),
or maybe on the sofa.
and this lonely night, i reminicse the days when qing stayed over at my house.

p/p/s: 3 DAYS TO QING'S 27th BIRTHDAY YO !

Let's Love.