♥♥ That's When I Love You ;;

•Saturday, August 16, 2008•9:26 PM Y

fitted together, like two halves of a heart.

Random photos at le bar.

i am cooped up in the shoebox with nothing to do,

i feel so lethargic although i slept till 6pm today.

qing has gone to settle some work stuff & i'm waiting for him to have dinner together.

i'm always waiting.. waiting.. and waiting for him.

somehow, i feel this is so meaningless.

am i suppose to continue like this for the rest of my life ?

i'm done with my make up, i'm ready to go out,

but he hasn't rang me up yet.

it is always like this ! he always ask me to get ready & never gives me a time.

like i know what time he'll be done

so it's always me waiting like a ~~bloody~~ idiot for him.

i hate it, hate it so much !

wonder how much longer can i tolerate.

darling has said that my heart grew bigger already,

like when she says 'what if qing drives pass got girl sitting in his car ?'

i told her so ? i don't care already, anyway he is always driving his colleagues, frens & whatsoever around.

and she said 'last time you not like that one leh, u always ask me go momo cus you wanna spot check on him.'

haha, it's so ironical that when i wanna hold on so much to this relationship,

it turns out otherwise.

all i want is a place in his affections & the devotion in this relationship.

i don't want to feel used.

Let's Love.